I am hot. I am tired. I am sad. I feel like I am thought of as worthless.
Notice I could not say I AM worthless? I am not worthless.
I try hard. I listen to what people expect of me and I try hard.
You know what happens when someone expects nothing of me? Nothing.
The fact you expect nothing of me makes me feel like you think I am worthless.
That makes me sad and depressed.
What a whirlpool of hell this feeling is.